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Snapdragon

 This boy CRUNCHY. It should maybe be a little sweeter to keep up with all the crispiness, but it's enjoyable all the same. Simple, to the point, not sure there's room for him in the orchard. 

My eyes are killing me. Hours and hours of them being glued to this silly little computer screen as I stomp through time planning out every detail of the growing season to come. I need to know what I'm going to harvest and when, but I think that's where I'd like the control to stop. 

Another year where I've welcomed January and whatever it decides to bring me with open arms. It's incredible how much growth we don't acknowledge within ourselves until it hits us over the head. 

Yet again, I've declared "I want to be prepared to be used how the big world and the small ones within need me." Look how far I've come. Reins down beside me, head to the sky.

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