Very mellow and lots of hints of who he used to be. The energy has faded. Kinda like walking into a room and the convo just wrapped up, the party is now ending, the warmth is returning back to cold. I think I should give him another chance at another time.
Sweet, crispy, juicy. Has all this fun, juicy shit going on despite the wrinkly worn exterior. I'm shocked this old apple has so much life to it. Almost tastes like a pear, but if a pear were flavorful and sweet with the essence of honey. Definitely going into the orchard. So many celebrations to be had within my own heart, large, small, present future. But there's so much shit swirling around the outside of my skin. A lot of it is hard. A lot of it is out of my control. A lot of it makes me really fucking sad. So I hold on tight to those joys that I have to keep close. I don't know if there's anyone else here to celebrate. I don't know if tomorrow the circumstances will change. I don't know if the wear and tear on the skin is making its way into the meat of my delicious flesh. My sweet spirit. My fun heart. God, I hope my heart stays fun.
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