It's crisp. It's sweet. Not tart but has the right amount of bite. Feels like it's been weeks since I've tasted an apple. It's definitely been weeks since I've shared an inner thought. So many apples to catch up on, so many feelings to express, so much to wade through that it doesn't seem like it's a good idea to even start.
Sweet, crispy, juicy. Has all this fun, juicy shit going on despite the wrinkly worn exterior. I'm shocked this old apple has so much life to it. Almost tastes like a pear, but if a pear were flavorful and sweet with the essence of honey. Definitely going into the orchard. So many celebrations to be had within my own heart, large, small, present future. But there's so much shit swirling around the outside of my skin. A lot of it is hard. A lot of it is out of my control. A lot of it makes me really fucking sad. So I hold on tight to those joys that I have to keep close. I don't know if there's anyone else here to celebrate. I don't know if tomorrow the circumstances will change. I don't know if the wear and tear on the skin is making its way into the meat of my delicious flesh. My sweet spirit. My fun heart. God, I hope my heart stays fun.
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